But for now all i know now is that I'm going to make every moment last. every last moment count. have as many epic adventures as possible. and revel in all the "lasts" of college.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
.sigh.
The school year is winding down. Its amazing. it came so fast. in a way i knew it would. it seems long and short, my whole college experience feels that way. so fast four years were over, and yet i felt at times that it would never end. I'm in the last few weeks of being "a college student" its crazy that this era of my life is coming to a close. mildly terrifying. a little heart renching. knowing that i wont be coming back to this place, a place that i have surprisingly come to love. I have all my routines, i have all my favorite places, i have friends and connections here, i know how to get everywhere and anywhere, i am comfortable and happy here. I'm not ready yet. I feel very ill prepared for making it on my own. but i take comfort in the fact that we are all feeling this way. scared. excited. eager to make a difference in the world. and yet baffelled at how to do it all. how to start my life. my real life. a job. an apartment. budgets. grad school? moving? i cant wait for the challenge, for all the new experiences, for learning new things. for becoming an adult. the unknown.
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i can't imagine that i'm going to be in your shoes in a year from now. i'm so happy for you. and i can't wait to see where God takes you and what He has planned for you. You are going to be awesome no matter where you go or what you do. i love you - i'm gonna miss you more than you know.
lasts are scary but more importantly, exhilerating! change is happening! new things are possible! ..at least, that's how i try to look at it:)
best of luck, friend!
i'm scared too. but excited. but scared. once you've done something your whole life...it just takes a little bit of umph to make it out of the daily grind. glad we can make our own new daily grind after this though. :) :)
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